May=Fail Month

May=Fail Month


Well. May wow what a sucky month. I can honestly say that I have never been more happy to see a month end (except maybe months with snow).


I have been in a total state of depression, and I have no idea why - well aside from having a lame job that destroys my soul, I have been unpleasantly drunk one to many times resulting in drunken cry-fests (not proud), I am losing interest in being around people (I love being around people), I talk to my friends less and less, I stopped going to the gym, I am poor, and I know I haven’t hit bottom, but I feel like I have.

Other notable truths of the month:



1.Told my mom can not have relationship with her.

2.Paid $573.00 for car insurance this month so I am poor.

3.Car window was cracked/busted in hail storm.

4.glee ended.

5.My job is getting worse.

6.It got hott outside.

7.People have been ignoring me (so it feels like).

8.Other people have more than I do.

9.I started a low carb diet.

10.I quit a low carb diet.

11.I feel less nice everyday.

I am so ready for June.

Also I have done nothing to keep me accountable to previous posts. I suck. Poor poor pitiful me. (cryface)